My Facebook Stalker

I have a stalker. This very young but cute hispanic guy used to work as a janitor at my previous school. He was a nice guy. He didn't speak English very well but we joked around about my room being too messy from our science experiments or about the mud tracks from recess, blah blah blah. 


When I left Texas and moved back to Oklahoma in 2008, he helped M and I pack up my files and furniture into my vehicle. He friended me on facebook shortly after.


Everything was "normal" until I received the following as a facebook private message.  


It's LOOOONG {and unedited with broken English} so please SKIM:


June 19, 2011
i like ur eyes
i like ur lips
i like the way u touch me
everthing that u have i like
the only mistake 
that i may have
wake up feeling like i dnt feel nothiing
dreaming about u is the only 
thing keep me alive 
it may be too late 
and u may never come
back even if u know if know
this was real 
even my reason were 
stronger than ur s
if i desreve this punishmet
for feeling somthing 
that born without asking
i will pay no matter what
no matter if take years
or life
before anything else
happenes
i wish the best of luck
i can define my feeling with word
or actios beacuse the havent discoevred
what i feel 4 u
i can't hate u for anything
it was my self that 
tought that love was real
but is not
that a poor dude like me
could have more than what he
can carry in his own puckets
that real love some how become his
best friend and time pay him back
but is no that esay
Christy I sorry but if i have to lie tonight
i will say that i hate that evey drop
of beer wine of tequila is no to forget u is to
keep u in me forever
and that Emmanuel that u meet is
dead by now if there is a heaven
or a hell for me he will watch u
that the gay stand by to u make u happy
i dony how to tell u i love
beacuse i never know how
it feels
the only thing that i hate is lie
congratulations u have a beautiful babe
i dont care if my life end today tomorrow
or any way
i never regret what i did
if i have to live it again it wont matter
because after that
i dead
water and oil doesn't n i don't
if i wrong or right
but if that how god gave
this life i dont regret
and if there is an after life i wish to live the same life
now u see who the loser
shorthy
but like i said i aint moving my finger
to hurt
even if im a fish without
water
if some how my life was
over tomorrow the onlly thing
that i wanted even if is a secret
that i think of u every thing
drunk or not
ur smile eyes and sound of voice
or in dreams is going be hard to get out
my head
sorry is no ur fault is
mine but i wont forget u ever,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, bye thank u for everthingi dont know what was my luck to give u everthing i have
bye XOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOOOO


WTH was that all about? More than 1/2 of it makes no sense what-so-ever. This was completely out of left field and disturbing. 


Of course I let M read it and immediately deleted him as a friend. WHAT A WHACK JOB! 


And then on Friday, I received this one:


Hi i wished a word could define mine feeling for u but ain't the only reason that I open an account on face is because really wanted to know u were ok and that I care about u I been for so many thing in an age that for some can be worst.
If I drink is my fault a no body else I wish I could understand my own self better I also wished things were a lot different and that I never fall for u . Liked I did and Idk if I'm but every now and then I pray for u n u daughter which I congratulate with all my heart . I not ask to come or anything I only wish to say good bye for all the shot but great moments that we shared since then I alway got u here in my Mine and heart.
I don't think no One can't change my tough or feel but I can't always fake I can't lie of how many time I prayed to god to see u again. I m not asking for love or compassion but who know what would happened tomorrow I never have told ur name just there that special some one tha I have and let go as well that I never try anything more than a kiss just because I believed thats the only way to show her that I feel something special .... I have been with girls but not one that has change anything
I'm sorry for all the headche but thank u for make believes and care for u
I hope u hate and never never answer this message and a good bye because I'm deleting this account
Once again thank you and bye take care and u little baby
I have never found that word when you asked me what I felt for u o what was love for me......
But I never give up some day I will bye
One last thing sorry for all that shit that I wrote when I was drunk but made felt like I could change the world the way I dream it.


OMG. This guy is a freak with a huge imagination. I'm soooo lucky that he doesn't know where I live. It's freaking me out a little. I'm choosing to ignore him and hopefully, it will be his last contact with me. *fingers crossed*

Have YOU ever had a crazy stalker? Do tell!!

P.S. Link up with Shawn and I tomorrow for Talk To Us Tuesday! We have no rules so why not?  


Annnnd.....I haven't forgotten about you. I was in Texas last week and I didn't blog while we were gone but I PROMISE I'll be making some rounds today and tonight. I hope you still love me. 




XOXO,